I just remember how things were at the start and it tears me apart,
that we are not the same as we used to be,
that you can't even see,
how much you're being selfish and mean,
you're just lying to yourself and me too,
is it too hard for you to hear the truth?
You all keep saying "I care about you." but even when I scream so loud I can't find you,
in just a few seconds you could be here but you're not so why do I scream?
I think I will be silent for the rest of my days, dead drunk or a ******, what do you say?
I hope they won't forget to judge me, on how I've failed because people are like vultures..
they have to be fed.
It's kinda funny, kinda sad,
that I gave everything to others until there was just nothing left,
didn't get anything more back than a fist full of hate and some pain with a perfect backstab that had to be made,
so be carefull who you love so you won't end up the same,
guess I should go now, beaceuse I'm empty and I'm dead.