And one day you'll wake up with a heavy weight pressed to your back - with the sound of rain and someone else's breath keeping you company, you'll blink away nonexistent tears from your eyes and wonder where you are.
You won't know now but you'll understand later - this is where you are meant to be. Meant to be is tucked safe and sound in the arms of your lover - with rain washing away all of the bad things in the night. Things that you won't remember when you wake up again in the morning.
But for now - have the courage to keep sleeping alone - because there is someone else out there who is fighting to stay strong, too. Fighting to find their way back to you.