Oh its parents and all they believe and then their not better than my opinion Oh and then its school and all their beliefs but there not better than me then its friends and all their beliefs but their not better than me and its television and media and all its beliefs but I liked my original feelings better then its religion and like oh **** you gotta give it up for that and that's like total bs after you really dig deep then its the next employer and like oh god they have to be right but not they're not better than me I keep being smarter than them Nothing is better than me so why am I looking in the first place----did I somehow believe that I wasn't good enough to simply love me for me who sold that lie to me and why was I stupid enough to believe it anything better than me is BS