The fact that I deal with all this alone,
Is the best and the worst at the same time you know,
I don't need anybody in my life
and I don't need anybody in my life,
That fact kills me more than anything,
I can deal with the issues but who can tell what's real,
If noone stays beside you,
You walk your path, I call you,
But you can't hear me, why could you,
I was never able to speak to anybody nor to you,
So I sit here alone, wonder what time should I make my call,
Death is already on it's way.