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typhany
Poems
Apr 2017
the spastic city
i feel what i feel
with such depth and aching despair
my chest is caving in
at times; i am filled with water
i'm a finely tuned banjo
in a sea of horned instruments
and no one wants to play me
or open me up
i'm so closed up
but on days when the mania is gone,
the depression isn't so bad anymore
i have my lovers and
the pills i eat with dinner
work
i'm swallowing down my pride
paying attention and trying to decide
where i can hide my nervous sighs
when i'm in a room of people
and still feel alone
i needed a break
i don't know how to find that
exactly
without the dependence
of chemicals
i am pursuing a lighter path
will it impress you?
my muscles ache
my heart aches
my brain... it aches
finding a way to end a poem
when you're still sad
is the hardest part
of trying to cope
positively
i can't end here either
because then anxiety swoops in
like a hawk
or some other bird she named
when we were under the trees
i'm swimming in a pool
of bad nostalgia
and beautiful synchronicities
i'm so sick of
the ups and downs
Written by
typhany
here and now
(here and now)
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