IVE NEVER HAD THE CONSISTENCY I CRAVED UNTIL I WAS FACING BACK TO BACK DEPRESSION THAT ONLY SLOWED WHEN I SLEPT AND I WANT SOMETHING THAT WILL LAST AND SOMETHING THAT WILL ALWAYS STAY AND I WANTED THAT SOMETHING TO BE YOU, BUT INSTEAD IT WAS THE ACHE IN MY BONES AND HEAVINESS OF MY HEAD, MY LUNGS DRIED UP AND YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE A DRINK OF WATER BUT YOU WERE AN OCEAN WITH ROUGH WAVES THAT WERE ABOVE MY ******* HEAD AND I DESPERATELY WANTED TO BE THE ONE TO CALM THE SEAES BUT THERE WAS NOTHING CALM ABOUT YOUR HANDS AND MY CONFESSIONS AND HOW AT THE END YOU WERE EXPLORING SKYLINES WHILE I WAS STRUGGLING TO BREATHE