Lately everything I feel is all hurt. Hurt that I can't see myself as anything other than bad. Hurt that love is the one thing that kept me together but now it's the one thing making me fall apart. Hurt that I still can't be enough for you. Hurt that you still treat me like I'm no one. But I am someone. I'm the girl who made you "fall in love". I'm the girl who used to stay up all night just to listen to you breathe. I'm the girl who freaked out because you didn't pick up your phone and you were so ****** up off Vicodin that I had a panic attack about losing you. I'm the girl who was willing to move to Pennsylvania with you because at one point in time that's what you wanted to do. I remember looking at places, applying to jobs over there, applying to colleges over there just because you said moving there was a possibility. Im the girl who is forever going to be known in your family because they love me so much and see me as the best girl for you. I'm the girl who repeatedly has put up with your **** and still loved you harder than anyone you will ever or have already met. I'm the girl who keeps trying to make something work even when it feels like nothing is left. I'm the girl you're going to think about all the time because you let me go. You're going to grow up and get married to someone who is the exact opposite of me, you're gonna have kids with her and wake up everyday realizing that it should've always been me. I'm the girl who was crazy, crazy in love with you.