I thought I would be okay without you, I kept feeding myself lies Now that I must live without you, I'd rather die You see in death, I won't remember your warmth, your presence, The things that made your existence a priority In death, I will forget you The way you've seem to have forgotten me In life, I can't bear to be without you This type of pain is all too familiar Different person, similar pace The day I decided to stop talking to you, I thought I was saving myself But now that I realize I was saving you There's nothing else left
I haven't healed from the scars of my first love yet.