I might be sad but I'll never let that become a vulnerability that some one else might exploit. I might be sad but I'll never expect anyone else to make me feel better about myself. I might be sad and not do anything to conceal it but I'll never let that sadness become me or my most prominent feature. I might be sad but I'll never use a person as a replacement for the happiness I could never feel.
I might be in love but I'll never expect that love to heal the wounds that run too deep. I might be in love but I'll (not still there but I'm trying to be) never make it a point around which my universe balances. I might be in love, but I'll never let it be the prime focus of all my passions. I might be in love but I'll never forget how to love myself in the process.
I might be standing too close to the edge but I'll never jump I might be tempted to the shiny blades but I'll never carve the first cut I might beΒ Β inherently attracted to lonely, dark roads but I'll never shy away from the light I might be waiting to be found at the moment, but I'm no longer looking at you to map my steps in case I want to find my way back.
I might have never been your priority but really how can I have let it bother me when I was never my own?
I might want you to stay but I'm not bending out of shape to make spaces for you, I might love you but really for how long can love be used as an excuse to tolerate disrespect I might want you to remain happy but I'm no longer trading my happiness with the devil to catch your smile I might want to give you my all, but I would not.
I might be sad now but that does not mean I'll never be happy