my stress is goin up my emotions are outta whack im crazy for a boy who wont like me back i feel like im deteriorating cant stay awake sleep seems like the better option i just hope i pass my ap exams but doesnt mental health matter more ive gotten quieter i have nothing to say just trying to live day by day someone please notice my suffering im not quite sure what happened here or when things got worse i want to sit in the sun and laugh but there are thunderstorms in my head so i sit in silence instead.