what ever it was what ever happened things were hidden and there were lies there were ***** pictures and lunch dates I haven't seen a spider or slept naked in a long time and when did we all stop saying ****** an entire generation with **** tattoos whose meaning has long ago left fleeting just dull black and blue nobody likes to talk about nothing forget me's of yesterday's sick soul sour empty's into infinite shreds taking a sunbeam and smashing its prism illuminating my prison to turn the light off my dark heart