I'm sitting in this noisy chair Thinking why silence is my violence to my biggest fear ... And my goodest friend So I don't mind if it reappear I threw the Gen ... Cause I want to remember everything I dealt with Better yet Took it and accept it .... Understand better My moves to situations became clever Then why I'm still the one to lose ..... I guess I'm use to it Want it to stop It can't be conclued ... Cause the things we focus on leave us looking weak and stupid .... My darkestness In the room