I stand at the groomed entrance to my forest. I hold my fists in the pockets of my gray wind jacket, mindlessly staring into the darkening trees.
I notice the inky bog that arrived with the recent storms. I begin to count the black, tangled branches and vines that increase as my eyes wander amongst them.
Suddenly I am filled with despair as I come to the understanding: *the deeper I look, the darker and more twisted things become.