I smile happy, but I think sad
I feel bad, but I express joy
Living in a plastic world, winding up for the day
Not colorblind, but everything I see is in grey
My soul is left in shock, my mouth is left speechless
My heart is still bleeding, my tolerance is depleting
A hospital could not take care of this beating
My eyes are tired, but my body is awake
My mind has ventured into a different place
Giggling to cover the pain hidden underneath my face
I stand strong, but lay in waste
I can't run, but I love to chase