Nebulous percolations ideal futures fly by pretentious is the venom you hate but its the only thing you spew late nights spent roiling in the thin cages that you still throw over yourself void like monsters that you spawned taunt you as you drift away all it takes is a new start but you are always running away from those what's worse the unknown future or the tolerable present hell isn't as hot as they say and the future isn't as scary as you think but you're in a trance like laziness to keep everything exactly the same and make sure what you think will happen even if you don't want it too will happen because only fools dare to dream that they are better than they are