I feel his absence like a hole in my heart. When he leaves he tears my world apart. I wish sometimes I had his voice on tape, cause when he's gone it's like emotional ****. When he's around I'm full and glad. And when he's gone I'm empty and sad. See him one moment and not the next, then limited to intermittent text. Despairing, delirious, emotional, distraught. These are the feelings I have when he's not. 1,000 miles is pretty far. All those roads of cement and tar. Separating and pulling apart, The love I have within my heart.