Memories of you are farfetched
every spark is disappearing in the thin air
the thoughts of you are clouded
with other memories of others
and I cannot bear the thought
of losing the memories of you.

Memories are suppose to stay forever,
but that of you are running with the wind
why are the memories slipping away,
do I not remember or love you no more?
The good times we had are not enough
to treasure and secure them safely.

The memories as drifting away
because of the time and nature,
because of the trauma and secrets
and because of the plan and fear
everything is becoming nothing
but a picture of your face
frozen in time captured forever
in the deep part of my mind.

The memories are turning into tears
tearing me apart
and fear of moving on or changing
is all pain in vain
and I feel like I am still dreaming of the past.