The mind sees
what the heart
wants it to feel
But I don't want to feel you
in all your glorious boy glory
But I see you
your smooth skin
your soft lips
your steady hands
your strong neck
your wide arms
your fingered-through hair
your breathing
your bright unsure eyes
so sure
as you breathe
and your wide arms
embrace me
with your steady hands
on my steady hips
and your breathing
on my curved neck
hooked around your strong neck
your soft skin
weeping
seeping
into mine
hot
and goosebumpy
from your soft lips
swelling mine
my fingers
fingering through
your fingered-through crown
your eyes
taking me in
with my full eyes
so close
to sure
and my heart
wants
to feel
your heart
feeling
me