I am not happy.
I am not happy. 
I can't tell you how long I have been unhappy
or how long it will be until I am happy again.
All I know is that
I am not happy.

And I guess that's okay.
I've waited so long to say that,
it's almost like a large weight
being lifted off my shoulders.

To everyone I say
"Yeah I'm okay"
But it's nice to finally tell the truth
I am not okay.
I am not happy.