remember when you said you took two years writing only a part of that book? i think, that was how i felt when you told me you buried the bookmark i made for you. i don't remember why, sorry, but i remembered that you did that. the bookmark didn't take one night to be done, it took a lot of effort and time and inner fights that i had with myself. it hurts when someone throw away something you've spent all your heart doing it. i hope these lessons are the ones you'll make as a building block of a stronger you.