My heart is pounding I'm lost So good luck finding what I found Muscle and tissue I wish I can tear it Cause how I hustle pound after pound Brain and lyrics The lyrical rthyme is coming out my hair My problem is just that I cant scream that loud No wonder why I didn't see my father so proud Basically Not at all ..... Out of four years separated My brain became less educated To be educated Though i was motivated To paint a picture to my brother head of better placing But to teach my little brother Don't he need the education?? .... Okay then ..... Good house to Grandma house You talk smack, you get smacked out Is what I was raised in My inner talents is what help me cave in Mostly everything you try to put a page in .... I guess i'm talking to a mirror ...... Reflections can't help me reflect on how everything seem bitter Knowing everyone has a taste of demons and sinners You sinner beginners Making me think on how I went crazy For my squad and my best friend Sadie Like I'm over a hundred and thirty Hades From a kind heart that was known to be a kidder ... All in my mind was reality I remember