I feel a throb with in my heart
It feels like my world is falling apart
I feel like i cant think
My mind is a prison i cant escape
I cry at night sometimes
And I'm tired of telling people I'm fine
My world doesn't seem like it goes round anymore
My whole body is aching and sore
I'm tired hiding my cries with a smile
I wish i could just let it out every once in a while
I might smile outside but inside I'm slowly drowning
People try to wonder why a lot of the times I'm frowning
I smile because i know life goes on
I'm tired of living in the same old song
Yea life ***** but why cant i get over it
I'm tired of feeling pain even if its only a little bit
I need to climb that hill and see the other side
But im always sitting behind a tree alone to hide

I have had alot of nightmares about death
Its always of me taking my last breath

Life is hard but i gotta make it through right?
Shouldn't i go down putting up a fight?