Some would say that I'm a selfish human being cause I choose not to see my mother in the state she is in,
That sum total of people doesn't know my whole story so the first thing they say is "That boy gone regret not seeing his mother";

Mama you know that I love you with ALL my heart and if I could swap I would give you mine,
Arguments Yelling Fussing and Fighting among siblings isn't the healthiest thing that needs to around you right now;

When your heart cries mines do the same thing....tears full of blood my head and eyes can't stand to see your pain,
I refuse to start " Arguments" which I know will hurt your soul,
I refuse to start "Yelling" which I know shocks your heart worsening then a lightning shock,
I refuse to start "Fussing" cause I know tears will ball up around your heart,
And I be ****** if I "Fight" anyone for not seeing you in the state you are in;

I know for a fact that my mom is a strong woman and if anyone hates me for the way I act then I'm sorry,
I refuse to see my mother hurt because my attitude is not able to be controlled at this time;