There's no words in the Webster dictionary that could express how much I miss you.  
I would give anything just to sit with you for an hour.  Catch up on life. Talk about how much Audreys changed since you left this earth.
I breathe differently now.  I talk with sadness in my voice.  I laugh with a little bit of heartache constantly.  But when I cry.... I stop.  I have a wall I hit every time I'm ready to release the flood gates.  I have so much anger built up inside me.  Why you?? Why is my future gonna be without you.  Why does Audrey have to go to her first day of kindergarten with out you?  When will I understand your not ever coming back.  Why do I cope with all this with humor.  Why can't I just scream and let it all out??  You will always be my first love.  And you will always be Audreys hero.  
I miss you Maynard.