People talk like they know you
I don't want to be lonely again
People judge like they know you
Some things are better left forgotten

I was doing so well and it all came crashing down
Tired of getting up on to be pushed back
Getting back the person that I own
I needed you to hold me back

Memories are trying to **** me
Some people pretend they're strong
Will you please, just hold me?
But in reality, they're miserable all along

Mentally gone but I'll be fine
What if I said it gets worse at night?
Getting my hopes up that someday you'll be mine
The thoughts get louder and nothing is right

You make me exist as myself