you were always there
always pushing us faster

we were spinning
spinning the world like the merry go round
laughing-laughing, always laughing
we were as one, and we were young

now your body lies deep
i toss a flower, take one last leap

i'll miss you everyday you're this.
a disease, a disorder, a drug addict done over
i could sweat through your lies
as they read their tearful goodbyes

a lover, a liar