i don't miss you.
not one part of me longs for you.
i just loathe you.
even if i tell myself i forgive you.
how do you sleep at night?
knowing youre so selfish and self centered.
but you play your angles right,
so people think you;re someone you've created in your mind.
but i...

when i look into your eyes, i dont see anything familiar, or similar to what you used to be. its so cold to know that youve turned everyones world around too, just to move around and change where you are.

i dont know if i love you.
but i feel like i have to.
so i can spit the words out from my lips.
but i dont feel it in my heart one bit.
and your lies are piling up in front of me.
i see them so clearly,
and you cant dig your way out now/


youve taken everything straight from my hands.
and you just go about your day the same way.
you are awful, dreadful, and ill always be resentful.
sorry that youve made me feel this way.