Smile, smile as if it was how you wanted to be remembered as, like the last photograph you'll ever get, framed on the side of the table of your loved ones as they see you every morning when they wake up.
Laugh, laugh as if for the longest time you actually felt like you belonged. I know you know you arent okay. But that's okay.. it's okay.. okay? You aren't happy I know, As you yearn for that feeling where your heart was filled with joy hugging that favorite pillow of yours , face plunged deep with heart felt combustion of emotions.
It's okay to hide behind these walls hindering them to see your true colors. It's not your fault you take irrational decisions to compensate for your negative emotions. It's okay