I miss being able to text you... to talk to you.. to joke with you... to laugh with you... to cry with you.  I saw your boss yesterday on the road working with Ada Fire department.  And I made sure Audi and I waved.  I went to grab my phone and text you... but I stopped mid grab...  I saw your buddy/co worker Cody driving and Audi saw the Woods work truck first and said Mommy make sure you wave!!  I was gonna text you this morning...   Hell I am always in mid grab for my phone to text you...  I miss your laugh... the way your eyes crinkled and your eyes got jet black when you were happy and up to no good.   I die constantly inside when I think that my future and Audis future is without you....