I don't show you the pain inside
I leave it bottled up,
to boil,
and boil,
and boil.
All on the inside.
I don't let anyone in,
I don't tell anyone the things
that constantly run through my head.
All night,
all day I do nothing but think.
I can't stop thinking.
I don't sleep anymore,
I don't eat anymore.
All I think about is the bad,
I'm starting to distance myself,
everyone I care about doesn't understand.
How could I tell them?
That all I think about is the bad,
I'm no good anymore.
But how do I tell them?