They’re faded now these shades of grey bleeding into a brand new day these reds these blues, these moral hues they act like clues and tattered cues telling of a time not here and so distraught and full of fear it reminds me of these days gone by once full of color now grey to life and I see now this man I’m not - the one they loved but indeed forgot as I search this broken fantasy, I learn I plead and hope and breathe but I can’t be the man they need, to serve under false deity without understanding this cause for pain, witnessing another day where faith and blindness share a fate, bound to black and white these shades of grey you ask me to embrace belief and abandon my neutrality your guise untrue and fueled by greed, desire, filth and hypocrisy ask not of me to close my eyes to this world I see of untold lies through rose colored glasses and a smile so fake, the truth does lie and happiness breaks I realize now these thoughts so dark, so empty and cold, and contrast so stark darkened shades, these reds these blues, so greyed out because of you.