My black hole swallows my pride. My black hole makes me beg for forgiveness. I never get it, of course not. I don't deserve it. My black hole pulls in my fears and pays no mind to my prayers. I wake up asleep and sleep awake. I've been ruined by my own sins. These sins I never own up to. Is that my black hole writing? I'm the victim here. Swear. My only salvation is located in the hole. ****, I can see it. If I jump in I may be lost forever. But I'm forever lost. My black hole haunts my dreams. And I don't even dream anymore. I just see everything I'm not. Everything I want to be. My black hole gets rave reviews. Very popular among the normal. Normal, I wish my mind could do that. I wish I could get there. This hole, it pumps profusely. Someone rip it away.