Soul is gone from within me I am lost to his love Lost in the darkness of my faults It is said "I am forgiven", yet whom do I forgive The pain of yesterday is raw inside of me this day The memories still linger no matter how hard I shake my head They will not leave me ever I dread I am lost in darkness of the shadows In the corner of the room I hide I want to forgive But I don't know who or why My soul weighs heavy in my chest It cries out to be let free from its ******* To be untied from its own sin