[ ], I'm thinking about you. I'm trying to form words to say to you. I know we can't hang out like we've done before. I still think about those days and smile. I'm happy to see you even the few rarely time I've seen you since then. I find you so lovely. To be with you. To see. I know you probably don't like it that I said that, feel that. About you. But I know I can't - I won't deny it to you. You are lovely.