I live in a state of constant work, Doing only what my elders say.
“Feed the chicken.” I feed our only chicken. “Milk the cow.” I milk our only cow.
I live in a state of constant poverty, Always needing, but never having.
“We don’t have enough food.” I forgo food for my younger siblings. “We don’t have enough cloth for your siblings and you to have new clothes.” I wear my old, too-small clothes.
I live in a state of constant humbleness, Never complaining, always helping.
“We aren’t going to get the crops in on time.” I help bring in our meager crops. “I’ll never have time to get your sisters ready.” I get my sisters ready for the school I was never allowed to attend.
I’ve never wanted anything, Yet the one time I ask for something, my parents forbid it.
“You can’t go out into the city! We need you here, not chasing some absurd dream!” I calmly stare her down. “Listen to me, girl. You walk out now, and you don’t come back. Ever. Is that clear?” I nod and turn away from the only life I’ve ever known.
But now I can make a new life for myself. Now I am free.