DEEP WITHIN

I knew deep within my soul
if anyone had ever got close to me
they would get cast into darken dreams
they would have to see all that darkness
they would have to feel all that pain
from their own darken past,
The cuts that gets deeper as time goes on
they would feel the body aches
the dislocated of body parts
if they were smart
they would look the other way
not even walk my way to see if I was okay,
if they looked at me too closely
they would find I am somewhere else
my tears will roll down my face like a waterfall
but when the tears fall to the ground
they would make a big sound
like broken glass from the past
and when I was to talk
my voice would be sobbing with no words,
silence would be all they would hear
they would see something
was controlling me
taking over all my emotions
lighting up my breath
given extreme pain deep within
they will see they are going through
the same pain;
so, I know to keep all away from me
if I can but things are starting
to get way out of hand.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery