I think, I might have been alone for too long, you know?
I don't know if that's even a thing, that can happen..
But if it isn't, that's still how I feel.
It's like my mind is an ocean.. And sometimes my thoughts drag me down so deep, too deep for anyone to follow.
I get that some people would rather stay in the shallow waters, but I have learned to love how the water breaks over me and takes me to a deeper meaning and understanding of things, that not many people can get too.  
But then again, drowing is mostly something you do alone..