My front doors hinges soon have to be replaced. And it's sad because it's not just from old age. The amount of people that have entered my life and then left, is phenomenal. The roses in my front yard, have also wilted and crumbled see, they were forgotten and trampled when you showed up. Now their petals are just litter on my overgrown lawn which i no longer have the strength to fix. and if the fact that my garden gnomes were all smashed to pieces isn't bad enough, then i guess the wall paper thats peeling is probably worse. But it's cold in here, everyone's ghosts seemed to have stayed when they all left. I'm alone in this house, i'm alone in here because these memories always fade. My house is losing it's colour even when i throw around the paint.