Forced to say words I never meant I left all I ever wanted alone in a ditch Pretending it could survive on its own Using an excuses not to pick up the phone Crippling every thought I've heard Regret, heartbreak, blanked emotion Completely unheard Leaving certain parts me behind All while trying to hide The joy that it brings to my life Irreplaceable love lust wrapped up in a bow Tucked in sweet at night Things made to let go