Never have I ever
lied to you.
Never have I ever
held something back.
Never have I ever
left you in the dark.
The last thing I want
is to do
what I have never ever.
Yet I've done it.
The never ever.
It feels so
degrading
To keep this from you.
As if
I'm keeping it from myself.
Well maybe I am.
Maybe I don't want to face the truth
Because I'm afraid you'll turn your back on it.
On me.
Never have I ever
had that fear.
Never have I ever
had any fear at all.
Why
now?