it's time to experience to uplift, to breathe in a new moon, to let the strobing flame engulf each and every movement. your external self only responds to environmental influences tear away what you think others want or need from you. Stop. *******. Faking. if i stare long enough i almost lose consciousness. how lovely it would feel to just forget all habitual idiosyncrasies. to let my BONES hold me safe and to trust that i. am in fact. enough. how dare i ever question that