UNTIL THEN

Down, unable to get up,
cut deep makes me weep
drowning in my own pains
makes me feel so drained
like I am going insane ,
I have nothing to give
all I can do is to forgive
I don't know how
I'm going to make my way out
every time I try to be nice
I become broken like ice,
I made myself move along
that old cold bridge
I feel the chains heavy on me
darkness and wet
is where I was left for dead  ,
prisoner in darken dreams
Oh, how this place
makes me scream
I feel locked away
while he holds the key,
inside my mind is a world of pain
memories that will make one
go into a nightmare
when I cry
no one cares to dry my eyes
this is hard times
that plays on my mind,
I can't afford to give up now
I gone this far like a star
with a broken heart
lost ,cut without a wish
things are getting tight
this is so unbelievable,
I got to find my way out
I need to be able to feel passion
Love and not overthink  
I need to breath and set my heart free
until then
I will stay cold numb .

Poetic Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery