Oh , freedom where have you gone this old pain has been going on too long on high I look for thee to set my spirit free but darkness is all I see thunder and rain in so much pain wet feet torrents meet what makes my mind weep I could no longer hold back this ancient thunder of my wonder where are the star lights that once had shined on high oh, what had happen to my life? Oh, freedom where did you go? why did you leave me in the snow I am among people I don't know they're wanting to eat away at my soul because that is all they know they stand so bold trying to take control empty breath upon my breast thinking I was dead doubts made its round pain is the game obey the king they all scream disobey you will pay envy is the mask of their love darken dreams is to the unknown dark memories is where it all starts that cuts deep into the heart .