I was dark and gray,
I was night and slept all day.
I was violent, borderlineΒ insane
Funny thing, love...
But do you remember me?
Do you remember my name?
I am day
Sometimes, I sleep at night,
I somehow always forget to turn off the light.
Some say there is always another.
I beg to differ,
Do you care to debate?
I remember looking on your hands,
Seeing the more tempting Aspects--
I saw your past, Our Future.
The greatest test, this.
See if I go overboard, make a change.
So far its all wonderful.
Except one thing, I cannot forget you.
Midnight, three sheets in the wind,
Bellowing in the breeze, As if I were free...
I cannot dream, only able to muffle my screams...
Torture, on my mind,
As I lost not only once,
I cannot fathom Twice?
Have you seen your reflection?
Remember? your Promise?
Return the favor,
Our love, I will Always savor.
I see you everywhere,
The melodies of what I need to do,
What I should have done...
To cry tears is weakness, And--
My subtle strength.
Now I manage to smile,
After the test drive,
I am ready for the rest of my life...
Do you remember me?
This is from a break up from which there was a great amount of personal investment and then it all fell apart. There are more to come.