I am different, separated from the people I love.
I am abnormal, but I am normal as well.
Every waking hour there are people who expect me to be someone I am not.
I don't need to be put in a box, and I certainly don't need to be living a lie.
I am on a different wavelength, one that is completely silent.
I just want to belong somewhere I know will never exist.
Not a place of dreams and castles, but a place where I feel like I want to and do belong.
Someone who understands my predicament must be out there somewhere.
I want, no I need someone to mend the parts of me that have shattered from the crushing loneliness.
I am a person,
in a broken body,
the definition of helpless.
It's no wonder everyone shuts me out,
If I could,
I would too.