My body and mind had been battered My poor heart is shattered with time, I still waking around scared Holding on to your words That kept me fearing you, In my life, you had taken everything My hopes even the beauty of love You give me a world of darkness and pain You discriminated my name You give me so much shame Holding on to all those blames In the cold September winds My heart starts to shatter all over again The snow that is on the ground Where you once pushed me down frozen my heart; the sun doesn’t even shine like it used to in my life, you’re always standing in between given me darken dreams; I’m tired of running from you, I tried so hard to forget you I could still hear how you would laugh at me While you had beaten me down So far down I didn’t think My life was worth anything; You took my young spirt and made me feel old Then you left me in a world of darkness, While I could still feel your eyes on me Letting me know I will never be free from you, You kept me on confused I was afraid to ever cross you I still hear your words of evil Telling me will never see love I will never be loved I will never be loved I could hear your laugh while you walked away Leaving me in a world of pain My body left out in the pouring rain While I was bleeding out like ink It was like I had nothing to live for All hopes for me had come to its end I got to the point I didn’t care About what others think I didn’t let no one get too close to me All I know is my soul is still weeping My spirit is still sinking But I am still here.