Wanting something you can’t have is one of the worst feelings
If I convince myself hard enough
That I have no feelings towards something
Maybe I won’t
So I act like I don’t care
But ponder it so much it drives me
Crazy
You drive me crazy
And I know that theres nothing that I can do about it
Because no matter how many feelings you say you have for
for me,
I will never be enough.
Maybe the word
“Enough” isn’t enough of an explanation
Maybe where -
I want to sleep with you,
And wake up next you,
Even though your mind if pondering sleeping
Next to the body of someone
Warmer than me,
The pity talk
Where you say
“Just sleep with me tonight”
When I say that I hate sleeping alone
Its like this way,
Where you could have anyone you wanted to
And I’m just this girl
Just this girl
But I will never be
That girl
Not for you
And probably not for anyone.
And its like
You go to see someone else
After making out with me,
And I can do the same -
But I will constantly be thinking about you when
Im with another person.
******* complicated.