I keep wishing for a tornado so thunder would pound its fists on my windows and rain would throw itself to the ground and clouds would comfort me by covering up all the brightness and the lightning would remind me that I'm awake and still breathing and seeing and hail would leaves bruises on my skin to match my soul and lifeless self and the winds would take me away
Take me away, I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to hear cherry peppers anymore I just want to hear thunder.