I said I would be gone for a few minutes thirty at the most probably less. Then an hour has passed because there is no service in this tiny metal box. There is nothing but the white paper and black ink that tells me how to make noise that is so much more than noise. The white and black keys underneath my clicking fingernails that pull me in and I cannot leave because this is my home when I am six hundred miles away and everything is too much this is my home.