That moment when you meet the love of your life
But you're scared of future pleasures
That moment when he's your first but you think it'll hurt
His mother kicks him out at the thought of my possible pregnancy
but I was never pregnant
My mom takes him in just to use it against me
She takes everything as me burning my pureness
even when I tell her I'm afraid to
So why are they so worried?
I don't know...
those are the moments tears flow
I want to scream in pain and confusion
science has no answers for my frustration
I pound on the door of heaven then apologize for my unexpected arrival
Should I burn my health just as a rebel....
I can't... I won't dare... I'm not brave enough to...
but OH GOD... the devil parks in my imagination
his eyes
his body
his love and care
Oh! Do I Dare... touch the heaven in hell
my desire for him grows stronger every time I look at him
I'd Die over a touch like that
That moment of life is to far gone